Monday, June 30, 2008

Wow so I'm so behind!!!!!

Okay, I know its been like a couple weeks since I got back from El Salvador, and I haven't put up a blog post, or facebook pictures (um because ITS BEING STUPID!!!!) and I just haven't had much time because I'm studying my brains out! But I have so many things in my mind so I'll put them up ASAP. 

Just got back from the lake (Pomme de Terre?) or something of that nature with my roomies Stormie and Brittney! It was probably the best thing for me. We slept in, went out on the boat, layed out, and read a lot of books! I got a lot of studying done so I feel pretty accomplished. We watched a lot of tv and movies too :) 

I can't stand that I still have so much more studying to do :S I know I wanted to take this online class and hopefully I pass it but things are starting to look gloomy. If I can just get my schedule back in line I'll feel much better. Its like I planned my whole semester for El Salvador and now that I'm back - I'm lost! My calendar is blank but I KNOW there are some major things I need to start filling in. 

Me and the roomies talked a lot about this coming year at the BSU on leadership - I'm super excited about the potential - especially because of all the steps we made last year. I felt for a while that maybe I wasn't needed there anymore, or that it was useless for me to get involved anymore because I didn't feel like I added anything. I think I was just at a slum in the year, I am scared because I always feel like I am a failure, but I really think we can do great things this year! I thank God for Brittney Victory and Stormie Dorrell every day because they truly have been some of my best friends since I came here to Columbia, and have been faithful ever since. 

So much I still have in my mind, but I need to get going - so I guess I'll write more later!!!!

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