Bought some new Death Cab for Cutie cd's today - I love them! Their album PLANS really is awesome and touching.
I'm always discontent it seems. I'm never satisfied. There are things that I want to do that I can't, and there are things that I don't want to be involved in and yet I am. I'm not happy here in Potosi, but as soon as I get back to Columbia I probably won't be pleased either. I don't want to be like this either - so unhappy with the way things are. I feel so responsible and yet so helpless at the same time.
I get so aggravated when people give me advice for something that really had no purpose for what I was dealing with, or they get confused with what I am talking about and don't understand the real issue I'm dealing with. Its possibly because I suck at relaying how I feel in words, I'm working on it, really.. I am! I wish I was the kind of person that let things go easily too - I don't even need to bother worrying when its not that big of a deal right?
The "walk" has been slow lately - I should probably pick up the pace. Or actually take a step.
I have my good days - today wasn't one.
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